Alexander Lee Eusebio

Ok, where do I start. I have so much to say in this post and it all means a lot to me. Many of you wont really understand why Im so sad because you never knew Alexander Lee Eusebio. Well, technically I never knew him personally but I feel like I know so much about him. As most of you know, I love korean music and I absolutely love korean boy bands. In January, I started liking this group called U-KISS. I watched the music video for the song Man Man Ha Ni (yes, that is in Korean. Tanslated in english, its called Am I That Easy). When I first watched that music video, I started to like one of the lead singers named Kevin but then, near the end of the song... Alexanders rap came along. My eyes were immediately glued to the screen! I watched that rap over and over again and Im still not tired of it! Then I watched their music video for the song Shut Up and I loved it! Its my favourite song and I just love Alexanders part!!!! I got all their songs on my ipod and I would always wait anxiously for Alexanders part in the song.
So, that is how I started liking U-KISS and I decided that Alexander was my favourite in U-KISS. But I still liked other korean pop idols in other groups more than him, and thats because I didnt know much about him. So, I started watching U-KISS shows... And I was amazed!! I loved Alexander so much! His personality was so lively and he was always having fun! But let me give you some information about Alexander. He is 23 years old and he was the oldest in the group U-KISS but he never acted like the oldest. He was always so goofy and just hilarious! Alexander isnt korean; he was born in Hong Kong and when he first joined U-KISS he had some trouble speaking korean. But Alexander is extremely smart! He knows 7-8 different languages, including English! He studied in America and he can speak english fluently. He still has an accent but it is adorable! I love listening to him speak in english. He has a twitter account and he tweets all the time. I wanna get a twitter account so I can follow him. His posts are always random and hilarious! He always says random things that are on his mind, and he always talks about what hes eating! Of course he is so cute and very good looking! I love his eyes so much! I think that is how I noticed him... His eyes! I cant even describe them so Im not gonna try but I love his eyes! I love his hair so much and he is known for putting his hair in cute little pigtails all over his head. Not for concerts and stuff like that but just for fun! He is so cute when he puts his hair up! This whole week, Ive been putting my hair up, just like him! Alexander is so talented. He raps, sings and dances! I love his voice, especially when he raps. No one raps like him! Now, on to his personality. His personality is what makes him so different than other korean pop idols. He is always so happy and lively and full of energy! He acts like a little kid and thats what I love about him! He is always goofing around and I smmile whenever I watch videos about him. Alexander is so fun and entertaining to watch and his smile is adorable! And his laugh... I LOVE IT SO MUCH! Its so funny, yet adorable at the same time! His laugh is so unique that I can always notice it. Whenever I hear that laugh, I know its Alexander. He never failed to make me laugh and bring a smile to my face. Im really gonna miss hearing his laugh. Aside from being hilarious, he is so genuine, friendly and kind to everyone! There was a video on youtube where Alexander gave a tour of his house and there was one room full of presents and signs from fans. He keeps all his fan letters and everything fans give to him. He has never thrown out any of them. Alexander said that whenever he had a bad day, he would always go into that room. It always made him feel so much better to know that he has so many fans that believe in him. He is a hard-worker and he is very determined. Another thing that I just found out is that he is a Christian like me! I was so excited when I heard that! I love everything about Alexander and I will always be a fan!
So, if you havent guess by now, Alexander left the band U-KISS just last week. Last week he had his last performance and at the end, he cried onstage. The whole group of U-KISS hugged and as he said his speech, he had tears in his eyes (wow, my eyes are tearing up right now!). Alexander and another group member, Kibum left the band. Kibum left because the company said that he was lacking talent in terms of his singing and dancing. He left the month before. I didnt know much about Kibum. I will miss him but it isnt affecting me that much. When I heard the news that Alexander was leaving, I was in total shock. I did not want to believe that. I heard that Alexander was leaving to continue his studies and I believed that, until now. Now, I heard that the company wanted a switch in members and they wanted 2 members to leave. They chose Kibum but the Alexander sacrificed himself. He decided to leave because he was the oldest and he wanted to let his other younger members continue. I find that really touching that Alexander would actually do that, leave the band just so his other members wouldnt have to. U-KISS will never be the same again! Their 7 member group was so perfect and now it has gone to 5. I would feel a little better if the group stayed as 5 members (Kevin, Eli, Dongho, Soohyun & Kiseop) but now the company found 2 replacements for Alexander and Kibum!! I got extremely mad about that. They cant just replace Alexander like that! He is unreplacable and there is no one like him! I find this totally unfair! I am still going to support U-KISS but it will be very hard for me to accept the new members. And I am probably gonna cry when U-KISS releases their new album (within the next few months). Im gonna cry when I listen to their songs and not hear Alexanders voice. It just wont seem right anymore. Most people would just say, get over it and move on, he is replaced but I cant. People dont understand that Alexander truely was the heart of U-KISS he was the one who was full of joy and always being so funny! Although U-KISS didnt have a leader, Alexander was the oldest so I guess you could have called him the leader. He is so special and unique! Everytime I watched their live performances, their music videos and their shows, I would always look for Alexander! He always brightened the moods of everyone around him. Whenever I was feeling sad, I would watch videos about him and I couldnt help but smile. He is always so cheerful, so to see him cry on his last performance broke my heart.
This post is getting really long so Ill have to stop now. BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE ALEXANDER OPPA!! I will never ever forget about him!!